singing songs that speak of love stories and happy endings,
convincing myself that I don't really have much of an effect on people.
It feels worse everyday,
I can't seem to find comfort in anything.
Every time I turn around someone else is disappointed in me,
and I've said those three words so much that they don't mean anything anymore.
I am sorry.
How else can I show you or explain to you.
What I have done to make you unhappy or uncomfortable truly was a mistake.
The words to express my true feelings just won't come to me.
I do care, it clearly doesn't seem that way to you.
but I do, I promise.
By you telling yourself that you care when you really don't you are making it harder. Come to the realization that you don't care at all and things will be better, I promise.
ReplyDeleteI wish I was only telling myself that I care.
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